Why can't things get on?

I tried so hard... but things are still right where they were... It's like I'm moving in circles and I'm back to the start...

It stings me. And I have to keep smiling... so that my sadness isn't visible... to him... to anybody.

I have to be patient. Heck, wait again... And it's this dreary long wait, that's scaring me. Scaring me, alive...


And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything seems like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know your alive